English translation Kakko Warui I love you! by French Kiss

   I'm watching this anime right now, it's entitled,"Sket dance". It's an interesting anime about a club who helps other people with their problems.
  The first opening of this anime is titled,"Kakko warui, I love you!" I heard this song a long time ago when I was searching around about AKB48. I liked the song but I did not like the name of the group (yeah. I'm picky about the name. XD) so I sort of forgot about it. But when I realized that this was an OST for Sket dance, I started liking it again (Well, it does play every time I watch). I started searching for a translation for this but I cannot find one so I decided to translate it myself. My translation is not 100% accurate but still I hope it could be of some help. I included the PV (Promotional Video) of it as well below. Enjoy! and don't forget to give credits if you will use my translation

Kakko Warui I love you! (かっこ悪い I love you!)

Kanji (from Kasitime)

君と最初逢った時 嫌な感じだっただろう?
僕は髪が決まらなくて ちょっと不機嫌だった
まわりの友達はあわてて 何かギャグを言ってたよね
ほっといて欲しかったから 君と僕は ソッポ向いた

しばらくしてから 少しずつ
君って意外に 僕のタイプだって気づき始めた

だって 好きなんて言えないじゃん
あの日の僕は 恋なんかする気分じゃなかった
だって 今さら どんな顔(を)して
あれから君を忘れられないなんて言えるかよ?
カッコ悪い
I love you!

僕はわざと無視したり 興味ないフリをしたり
子供じみた真似をして どこか意地を張った
ホントはチョー逢いたくなって みんな集合させたけど
相変わらず目を合わさずに 君と僕は水と油

態度と想いは うらはらで
横目で盗み見る 君って最高に可愛いよね

だけど 印象よくないじゃん
恋はいつだって 想定外の小さな奇跡
だけど 時は巻き戻せないじゃん
これから君に土下座をしたって 僕は構わない
カッコ悪い
I love you!

もう一度
記憶を消して 空にして
ちゃんと初めから 君を思い出せたらいいのにね

だって 好きなんて言えないじゃん
あの日の僕は 恋なんかする気分じゃなかった
だって 今さら どんな顔(を)して
あれから君を忘れられないなんて言えるかよ?
カッコ悪い
I love you!

Romaji (from AnimeLyrics)

Kimi to saisho atta toki iyana kanji datta darou?
Boku wa kami ga kimaranakute chotto fukigen datta
Mawari no tomodachi ni awatete nanika gyagu wo itteta yo ne
Hottoite hoshikatta kara kimi to boku wa SOPPO muita

Shibaraku shite kara sukoshi zutsu
Kimi tte igai ni boku no TAIPU datte kizuki hajimete

Datte suki nante ienaijyan
Ano hi no boku wa koi nanka suru kibun jyanakatta
Datte ima sara donna kao wo shite
Are kara kimi wo wasurerarenai nante ieru ka yo
Kakkowarui I love you!

Boku wa waza to mushi shitari kyouminai furi wo shitari
Kodomo-ji mita mane wo shite doko ka iji wo hatta
Hontou wa chou aitaku natte minna shuugou saseta kedo
Aikawarazu me wo awasazu ni kimi to boku wa kizuku anna

Taido to omoi wa urahara de
Yoko me de nusumi miru kimi tte saikou ni kawaii yo ne

Dakedo inshou yokunaijan
Koi wa itsudatte soutei-gai na chiisana kiseki
Dakedo toki wa maki modosenaijan
Kore kara kimi ni dogeza wo shitatte boku wa kamawanai
Kakkowarui I love you!

Mou ichido kioku wo keshite kara ni shite
Chanto hajime kara kimi wo omoidasetara iinoni ne

Datte suki nante ienaijan
Ano hi no boku wa koi nanka suru kibun janakatta
Datte imasara donna kao wo shite
Are kara kimi wo wasurerarenai nante ieru ka yo
Kakkowarui I love you!

English Translation (by me. :D)

The first time we met, it was bad, right?
My hair won't settle so I got a little moody
My friends gathered around telling some sort of gag
I wanted to be left alone so I looked away from you

It's been a while that's why little by little,
I suddenly started to realize that you were my type

But I cannot tell that I like you,
That day's me did not think about falling in love
But if it is now, whatever face I am making,
Can I even say that from then on I cannot forget about you?
It's uncool but I love you.

I purposely ignored and acted like I don't care
I acted stubborn like a child
The truth is I wanted to see you so much that I gathered everyone for a meeting
As always, our eyes won't meet just like oil and water

My actions and feelings don't match
I secretly stole a glance from you, you really are the cutest

But my first impression was not good
Love would always be unexpected just like a small miracle
But it's not like time would allow me to go back
I don't mind even if i have to kneel in front of you now
It's uncool but I love you

I want to start again, erase everything from the past
It would have been better if I properly remembered you at first

But I cannot tell that I like you,
That day's me did not think about falling in love
But if it is now, whatever face I am making
Can I even say that from then on I cannot forget about you?
It's uncool but I love you.




And so, that's it. Thank you for having the time to view my blog. ^^

Unrequited

I accidentally found this  poem, which I made long ago, while searching for some files in my documents. Since I have not been posting for quite a while, I might as well post this. I made this while thinking of a person which I had a crush for a long time. That guy has been bothering my head for ages and thus I decided to make this. I am not that good at making poems but it's still better than my essays. Well, here it is... 

Every time I look at you,

Every time I think of you,

Every time I close my eyes,

You’re the one in my sight

Though time kept us apart,

Though a storm is on our way,

Though you have somebody new,

You will still be the one I’m seeing through

Just as another season ends; 

And another season starts and goes my way

Even though our memories seems so cold

My heart is with you forevermore

Time runs fast as we grow apart

Many years came and many years pass

Though we can’t seem to find our way

I still look forward and say,

“Your light is so bright that I always find the right path.” 

Day dreamer

      It's been two weeks since I last posted. (:P) I'm just not that diligent with this things (even my diary does not have much entries in it) though I do think of things to post in here but I always end up not posting it mostly because I wander in Facebook too much and I just remember this place after I have shut my laptop down. Well, whatever it is I'm back here again with another post and like my post before this, I'm just slacking off from studying for my upcoming exam. (laughs)

     I did not have classes for three days in a row this week. It's because of the strong wind with rain here in the Philippines. I can not call it a storm since Pag-asa claims it is not. Though it was not a storm, it surely had been a big problem here compared to the storm preceding it. But that's not what I want to post about here. I just want to post about a little happening in my first class last Friday. It was a General Education class (GE because it does not have anything to do with our courses.) about nutrition. In this class, students who want additional points can bring a food from his or her hometown and share it with the class. That day somebody brought cashew tarts from Palawan. Since quite a few students were absent in class (maybe because of the 'storm'), there were some leftovers. Our professor then decided to give the top scorers from our previous exam some of it. One of those top scorers was my seatmate (a boy). They were given 3 tarts each but after all that there are still quite a few left. So again, my teacher decided to give one to the highest scorer in each row and of course that would be my seatmate. He does not seem to be pleased with it since he already had about 4 so he decided to give it to me. I was quite surprised about this. It does not really mean anything but it somehow reminded me of all those cliche Shoujo mangas I read. The cashew nut in the middle of the tart was even shaped like a heart. Though there really is no romantic feelings involved in that happening, it made me smile. I who has not had experience any romantic relationships for so long just want to treasure that moment. Well, I am a day dreamer so it felt like a start of love story. What do you think? HAHA. I'm sorry for all this. I really just want to share that moment. Here's a photo of that tart (edited using PicsArt for Android):

The middle part looks like a heart, doesn't it?

Happiness

  I can't believe myself. I abandoned my blog after just a few posts. *flips table* Well, It's because I have been busy at school. Busy! I tell you. Everyday was too hectic that I want to run away somewhere. (laughs) Seriously, right now I should be studying for my microbiology and cell biology exam on Monday but here I am posting this blog and reading manga *snickers*.

  I am alone in our dormitory (I call it that but it's actually a studio-type apartment that me and my friends are renting near our university) that's why there's no one to tell me this and that. If you ask me if whether I am an introvert or not, I guess I am. There are times when I want to be alone but of course not all the time. But me being alone right now is something I enjoy. I can do everything I want without anyone judging me. That's the happy part of being alone. Though I say this, I'm really happy when I'm with my housemates. When I'm with them, I feel like I'm not my normal self. (LOL) Speaking of my housemates, yesterday, they made me watch a video entitled 'PORN'. Though they call it that, it's actually a birthday video they made for me. I did not actually expect that because my birthday was over months ago. Anyway, it was a video of them doing silly things with one of my favorite songs, "Happiness by Arashi", as the background music. This song, I feel like it's always plays during my birthday. During my 16th birthday as well, it played in the restaurant we were eating. I was really happy then. Continuing with the story, I'm really happy that they made that for me. If I could cry then, I would have but I'm not the type of person who cries over happy things. Though I cannot express my gratefulness to them properly, I am really happy deep inside. Happy that they took the trouble for that. (laughs) The funny part is they were shooting those videos while I was studying upstairs and during the small surprise party they had during my birthday. They even edited those videos on my laptop. (LOL) THE END. I shall go back on studying now. (:3) Until the day I make another post.

There were flowers growing near the gate of our dormitory. They were so pretty that I have to take a picture this morning.

Rain, rain go away

On my way to my last class, heavy rain poured down the sky accompanied by lightning and thunder. I was so discouraged to continue my journey to class (laughs) but I have to come since we have a quiz. When I reached the Lecture hall my pants was dripping wet as well as my hair. It was so cold especially since the air condition was near my seat. After class, I hurriedly went back to my dormitory and hid under the sheets of my bed. Then, I remember a line from an anime series that I had watched, "Happiness is a cup of hot chocolate in a cold day."

School work

I just had an exam in my Cell and Molecular Biology class before this. I actually didn't study that much. I just slept last night and randomly read my notes today. I guess I did good enough to pass. (laughs) Tomorrow, I have an exercise sheet to pass for my Microbiology class. I still haven't done most of it. It's too boring to do it especially since I don't have much resources to look it up to. Even the internet does not give me enough information. Even though I'm talking about this and that I'm still not doing it and still has time to post a blog today. Actually, I especially brought my laptop and went to the library to create this and not do my school work. (:P) Anyways, Cramming is a good friend of mine. I actually want to be better friends with good study habits but I'm still too far in achieving it. I shall start doing it after I publish this (I'm getting conscious of all this studying people around me).

Studying while taking a picture for my blog. Killing two birds with one stone. (laughs)

Sunday Stress

I wasn't able to do what I'm supposed to do yesterday and today, I still haven't done any of them. I'm still doing some things for the recognition of our organization in the university. During this times, I keep on wondering why I have become one of the Executive committee members. I am not the leader-type of person. I am more of a follower or an individual worker. But even if I wonder about it now, the fact that I'm already here cannot be changed. I guess I'll just have to take this opportunity to grow and improve on things I am not good at. Furthermore, it's also kind of fun to be involved in this things together with some good friends. Moving on, I shall finish all this and do my school work.

We took a bite of the moon last Friday night.